Shadow

Lizzy,

 

Have you seen but a bright lily grow

Before rude hands touched it?

Have yuu marked but the fall of the snow

Before the soil hath smutched it?

Have you felt the wool of beaver,

Or swan's down ever?

Or have smelt o' the bud o' the brier

Or the nard in the fire?

Or have tasted the bag of the bee?

O so white, o so soft, o so sweet is she!

--------Ben Jonson

 

Shadow,

 

Lizzy,

Yesterday I watched a movie on television---<A Sign>.

A man falls in love with two women, once he wants to divorce from his wife, but he can't make it whenever he faces his little princess-like daughter, and his wife doesn't want neither. He still move out to live with another girl, younger and nicer, with special character. She performs well and in some sense she's not a bad woman  coz she is sincerely treats this love, but she fails to love a wrong man. She even hates herself but she can't help stopping loving him. Do they get the happiness and start a new life? Surely no. They frequently quarreled coz they are fighting with thier own consciences. Many things around would remind the man the old days shared with his family, the vedio recorded at his wife's birthday, the laughter, smiling face, and the love story when they were both young and poor...it made me cry over and over agian.

Lots moving scenes. The tempo of the film is under control and I like the actor's lines, so the playwright has done a good jod.

Once I recalled a poem written by William Blake.

 

Never seek to tell thy love,

Love that never told shall be;

For the gentle wind does move

Silently, invisibly.\

I told my love, I told my love,

I told her all my heart,

Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears.

Ah! she did depart!\

Soon after she was gone from me,

A travller came by,

Silently, invisibly:

He took her with a sign.

 

Shadow,

loving loving stories, then I can cry for it 

 

(B.t.w, today is National Teachers' Day)

Lizzy,

I didn't write to u for quite a while, terribly sorry, I am preparing for the test.

That's the objective reason, and I still have to say, I am depressed these days, no physical exercises, no on-line chatting, no cellphone talking, no shopping, no making up, no dating buddies, no reading favorite books....

 

Shadow,

and even no singing

Lizzy,

In my magic make-up bag, there are volume mascara, waterproof mascara, mascara brush, eyelash curler, eyebrow scissor, eyebrow tweezer, eye shadow, eye pencil, false eyelash, long-lasting lipstick, lip gloss,  blush, suntan lotion, face powder, powder foundation, powder puff, liquid foundation, base coat, foundation sponge, cotton swab, nail color, nail color remover, manicure stick, scrub cream, hand cleaner, hand care cream, oil blotting paper, make-up cotton...

Some are brand-new, and some are out of valid date. That is to say, I' m not quite used to drawing on myself.

One reason is I am not good at it, the other is no matter how ur cosmetics cost, it's of harm to the skin.

 

Shadow,

iveta doesn't like it, neither

Lizzy,

I am thinking about the best bet to go out for, this city is disappointing.

I hardly talk about my sentiment here in blog, getting rid of the memories about sth&sb in the past.

The breeze will take them away.

"How delicious is the winning

Of a kiss at loves begining,

When two mutual hearts are singing

For the knot there's untying.

Yet remember, 'midst your wooing,

Love has bliss, but love has ruining;

Other smiles may make you fickle

Tears for other charm may trickle."

-----Written by Thomas Campbell

When it is done, it is  done.

 

Shadow,

roller coaster is of danger

Lizzy,

I watched an American movie <Annie> just then, kinda opera, the actors talking, singing and dancing.

it's about an orphan finding her real parents, a noble man would like to do her a favor.

The idea is that he provides a large sum of money to her parents if they show up to take her home.

Someone appear, but the 'couple' are not the real ones, they tell lies, all just for money.

At last, liers are found and arrested by the police.

Then, they know Annie's parents passed away many years ago.

So, the kind-hearted gentleman adopted her and they spend a happy Christmas together.

'I don't need anything, but you.' 

Happy ending.

 

Shadow,

Cinderella's party ends

Lizzy,

I am falling in love with <Friends>, it's quite amusing!

Shadow,

No, I won't.

Lizzy,

I finished Liu Yong 's <one crucial step to success> the day before, he is like my father, good at reasoning.

Well, lessons last night is Bikram Roga, a sort of Yoga, the room is closed up and the temperature is about 40 centigrade.

Iveta said she was glad to recieve Viorel's letter from Vienna.

 

Shadow,

who mail me a postcard!

Lizzy,

"The emptiness inside is indiscribable. The rush went up and down.

Sometimes u feel more, and sometimes u r just too occupied with life that u barely notic it.

That need is to be held and pampered as if u were a baby.

Like a little child crying for milk,

A homeless person yearning for a shelter,

And a dreamy girl wishing to be kissed by Tom Cruise.

One may never know it: 'the one' u spend ur entire life looking for,

could be the one who brought u that drink u barely drank,

that silly boy u knew since high school,

that family friend who is the complete opposite of ur type,

or even the guy with high-rise pants and an awful taste in clothing.

Could be, and would it be?

Does 'the one' really exist?

Answers I can't yet find, and the emptiness inside remains."

 

Shadow,

copied from <Patty's about love>

I do not like her, but Jay does.

Lizzy,

This is a Dirball lesson at six thirty tonight, I wanna enter for it.

Have already finished my dinner just then, it cost me only ten minutes from cooking to getting full.

Supergirl.

"Rolling at sea, adrift on the water
Could it be finally, I'm turning for home
Finally, a chance to say 'hey, I love you'
Never again to be all alone "

 

Shadow,

who'll light up my life,

I will.

Lizzy,

Everyday's life is just an imitation of the other days.

It doesn't update as the space.

Nothing new and nothing special.

I went to do YOGA tonight, following the teacher step by step.

 

Shadow,

to do everything is not that easy

Nobody at home tonight, I have to cook myself.

It's okay, I may boast it's just a piece of cake. 

I stir-fried an eggplant, wow, it's toothsome and I ate it up.

Just then I went to Gerui fitness center, there was going a ChinaDance lesson. 

Sitting here, I am tired and sweaty

 

Shadow,

a perfect alibi

Lizzy,

I received the books I've ordered in the online bookstore.

Some of them r written by popular stars, not  nourishing at all, just flavorings among my books.

Start to read Walden Lake by a famous American author Henry David Thoreau.

He died very early, I thought he was unhappy.But his book is full of wisdom.

When reading, I cannot  bear any noise, quiet environment is welcome for me.

 

Shadow,

thirsty for what?

knowledge, and peace

 

Lizzy,

I didn't get up as early as I promised.

I ate mung bean porriage with much sugar for breakfast.

I love sweetmeat.

heard the head of human beings needs sugar.

I am in pink today

Lizzy,

The day  is getting cooler, sleeping in  bed, I sorely feel the cold air embracing me.
Mum enjoys such a weather, she doesn't feel cold as I do.

Mum is more healthy than me, she eats more, sleeps more, and, does housework more.

It's a good thing for this family.

 

Shadow,

Can I compare thee to a summer's day?

---

 

Lizzy,

I finished Norwegian Forest , it's quite a fiction that I got myself involved in.

So many questions left behind.

Started to read soul meal  by Mr.Yu Hua, one of my favorite writers.

About the writing, I found a poem by Alexander Pope to do with it:

"True ease in writing comes from art, not chance,

As those move easier who have learned to dance.

'Tis not enough no harshness gives offence,

The sound must seem an echo to the sense."

Shadow,

I haven't washed my hair for 4 days, believe in it?

Lizzy,
Undoubtedly have I stopped my moblie service days ago , but today, it rings!
Everybody around me is just talking about an entertainment program with huge interest.
Kinda TV Show: Super Voice of Girls, very popular among youngsters.
I downloaded some sections today, all about one girl LiangYing.
Coz they say she is the best, she is special...that's ture, her voice has power.
Also deeply moved by her Don't cry for me, Argentina.

 

Shadow,
gonna back her up without SMS supporting

Lizzy,

God gives us two ears, but one mouth.

Does it mean we should hear more and talk less?

It's a implication. How do u think about?

My first day to get up before eight o'clock, still sleepy at the moment.

The background music souds attractive, alluring me.

 

Shadow,

one day will fall in love with a song,

or a picture

Lizzy,

What a day! It's raining dogs and cats outside. Cool.

I finished Da Vinci Code, and go on reading a fiction  named Norwegian Forest.

Just then I drew a picture of a Buddha and showed it to my Dad if it is ok, to my surprise, he said,

"well, it looks like ur mum"

funny?

 

Shadow,

if funny, please laugh out

Lizzy,

I got a headache today. I was hurt and  I cried.

Da Vinci Code got me crazy. for 433 pages.

Got nothing from another  book I have to read, an english textbook, boring.

I am upset all the day, from dawn until dark.

How about u? wanna a chocolate?

 

Shadow,

wanna be another person, or a dog